Hey, I'm engaged!

.....and for quite some time too...and I'm liking it : )

Sorry blogspot for not updating here. I'm pretty sure you've heard about this from someone, somewhere. ceh, mcm la femes sgt : P

And now, another 1 and 1/2 months to go. Betul lah kata org nak kawen ni mcm2 dugaan. Tapi so far alhamdulillah we pull through. Semua kerana, Mr Fiance seorang yg sgt sgt sgt penyabar. and it's good that dia mcm blur2 sikit so kadang2 bila ku mengamuk dia cam x brape faham sgt. hahaha




As for now....veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery busy!

Doggie Got Style





Tgk ni..bukan Ki Moira je yg tau gila kasut..anjing pun dah pandai pakai kasut. Cuma mungkin dia tak sebrand conscious Ki Moira. kalau tak masak tuan dia kena beli Christian Louboutin 2 pasang sekali pakai.

The Moment I Said Yes


Pada hari anda berkata 'yes, let's do this' kepada pasangan anda, maka hari itu lah yg paling bermakna sebenarnya kerana itulah titik permulaan kepada dunia baru anda. Malah hari itu lebih bermakna dari the big day itself.

Knowing I will most likely to forget this within 10 years or maybe less (due to my long term memory loss illness), ku catit kan di sini. Supaya esok2 bila bergaduh, boleh baca balik dan ingat kembali momen-momen yg manis begini. Bak kata Ana Raffali, Tolong Ingatkan Aku.

Ada org kata, masa ni lah we will almost get to know the true colors of our partner. I said almost because the rest of it we will find out after the big day later. Agak gerun di situ....

But I would really hope to remember this for the rest of my life...nothing sentimental. But the look on his face...susah nya nak describe. No, he did not say 'thank you syg' or hug me or whatever. He just hold my hand and smile all the way. Dan senyuman itu masih lagi ada hingga hari ini (malah lebih lebar lagi). But exactly like all those love stories I used to read and watch. And eh..the sparkling2 and shining2 eyes does exist! Makes me feel like I've given him something super expensive or something that can cost a life. Macam laaa...but hey, the decision I made really cost me my life and my future what isn't it?

Moral of the story, never say yes too soon. Hold it for sometime baru la ada thrill sikit. Hahaha...giler!

Trust is Not a Mutual Understanding

Everyday, I keep asking myself..can we actually force ourself to trust a person? Some people say, as soon as the trust breaks, the relationship breaks. But not in 'this' case. The trust breaks, but the relationship survives. Strange ey?

You keep convincing her the relationship will work.
Keep asking her to build the trust.
But when she was nicely building it, look what the trust has done to her?
Stupid trust.
And then you told her to try regain the trust.
She tried.
And again, look what the trust has done to her?
And now what? Telling her to reconstruct the trust is it?

The girl just couldn't be bothered anymore. Everything will go as planned.
But the trust doesn't have to come back.

Tolong Ingatkan Aku...From My Understanding

Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
* Jangan lafazkan kata-kata seperti 'nak putus, nak break, nak clash'. asal marah je nak putus..asal marah je nak putus. cliche..(this is so me okeh..pffttt)


Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi
* Biarkan la kemarahan tu reda sendiri je nanti. senyap senyap sudah kalau gaduh.


Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
* okeh, yg ni tak paham. nanti suruh Nuar tanya kat Ana. maybe - tolong ingatkan aku yg kau dah habiskan byk masa untuk aku : P


Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
* marilah lupakan benda benda yg lepas tu. mana mana yg terhutang makan minum tu halalkan saja lah. buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih.


Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari
* nanti lama-lama hilang lah marah tu. from time to time we will definitely forget it (if it's not too bad la...)


Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
* sama seperti di atas


Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu
* tak ingat ke? masa bahagia, masa gembira dia selalu ada dgn kita setiap masa. his/her presence makes your life more meaningful


Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa
* bila tgh marah biasa la..tak ingat dah saat-saat gembira dulu. perasaan marah buat kita lupa segala-galanya.


Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
* bila aku marah or bila kita bergaduh tolong ingatkan aku masa-masa kita berkasih sayang dulu


Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu
* yg ni sudah self-explained. kita selalu teringat kat dia and during that moment everything seems to be very beautiful.


Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
* tolong ingatkan aku ye lain kali masa aku tgh marah-marah tu


Anugerah Juara Lagu 2010 - Tahniah Ana Raffali!


Marah Yg Tiada Kesudahannya

What kind of feeling is this?

Kejap rasa mcm nak baik-baik..kejap rasa cam xnak berbaik2 sampai bila-bila.

Bila tak jumpa rasa mcm nak jumpa.bila dah jumpa menyampah pula. ewaah, mcm pantun.

Cuba tunggu lagi seminggu..mungkin marah akan reda.

Dia cuba-cuba nak add ku di FB balik. Tidak. Mesti bagi dia pengajaran berguna. Well at least for few months. Dia mmg pantang kalau ku buang in relationship status dalam FB. Kali ni ku kasi dia package. Buang dgn dia-dia sekali : D

Moral of the story: next time berterus-teranglah walaupun ia pahit.

Ku nak pow dia perfume Miracle by Lancome jap lagi. aaaahh, mungkin Bvlgari kerana Bvlgari lebih mahal. Tengok lah...

Bz sangat


Hoi apa dah jadi dgn blog ini? Tak mengapa...

1.1.2011, 12.27am...our first male generation in family (after my father). Introducing Zane Dimar. They waited for more than 3 years. Zane...you will be loved.



Skrg sudah ada 2 anak buah. yahooo!


Skrg post gambar2 percintaan pula. Smlm war of the world IV. Jadi mungkin ini boleh motivate diri utk berbaik2 semula.


Tgh aman damai mmg lah sweet...

Huh, sudah delete dia dari facebook akibat marah : P

Piala Malaysia 2010 ~ N9 vs Kelantan~

Rumah kami ada pengulas sukan.tp pengulas sukan dia berat sebelah sikit kat N9. Malam tu sumer support N9.

Nengok tu.siap cekak pinggang bagai..aiseh.

Be The Movement Charity Walk (but we ran..teeehehehe)


Tiada catatan masa. it was for fun and for charity. but Nuar punya registration fee aku yg bayarkan so pahala charity sapa punya eh? aku ke dia? muahahaha...kedekut pahala!

Sony Ericsson Vivaz vs Walkman




Smlm ada member yg baik hati sgt kasi aku handphone Sony Ericsson Vivaz. Well we both mmg big fan of Sony Ericsson. As for me sejak da pakai Sony Walkman dah xleh nak pakai hp lain lagi. Kalau beli baru pun I'll still go for walkman jgk. I never really change to a new fon unless current fon da rosak tahap total lost punya. And I NEVER spent any single ringgit malaysia purchasing new fon. semua nya diberi emak, kakak, kawan (kes yg jarang2 berlaku), or ehem2...bukan kedekut ye tp dah mmg rezeki aku ; P plus I'm not into this gadjet. Kalau takde pun takpe (provided I have a house fon and mp3 player to bring here & there).

Actually dia kasi coz she's finding it hard to deal with touch screen phone so dia pakai 2,3 kali je fon ni pastu x minat dah. So yesterday I brought back the new fon tp ilek2 dulu. Tadi baru sempat godek2. I put my sim card in and after 15 mins....that's it. Wa pun surrender beb!muahahahahaha...

Reason being, aku mmg kaki sms.I can text while driving (kinda dangerous I know), I can text without even looking at the phone keypad and many suggested aku masuk speedmaster competition tu hahaha..touch screen damn terhegeh2 I can say.

So I guess takde rezeki nak pakai. Aku suggest kat kawan aku pegi jual, trade in or kasi kat org lain. Kecik ati member tapi ye la what's the point of keeping it if Im not using it kan.

So moral of the story sblm beli test drive dulu selama beberapa hari.

And to my W980, jodoh kita masih panjang...I love You!!

I Need Cat

I need a caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Idiot idiot idiot!!!!! &^$^^** idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!
loser! loser! loser!

sighhhhhhhhhhhh........


My Blogging is Seasonal

You'll find me updating my blog frequently these few days/weeks/months simply because:

1. I don't have any pets anymore hence I'm pathetically free
2. I now have streamyx connection at home so need to ensure I'm not paying it for nothing.
3. My man is quite a camwhore too as much as I am and very much into photography thingy so I have tons of photos to share.
4. I'm bored.
5. I just feel like it.
6. Sukati la..ni kan blog aku?!
7. I decided to grow old and ageing gracefully here (this feeling is seasonal too).

Let's Run for Fun!

10.10.10. happening once in a lifetime. So I decided to spend it memorably. What we did is we ran KL! yay! Tapi kali ni geng lari tak ramai sgt. Only me, Mira, Imran & introducing my bb the newbie. Adie - ada class & Nonie - peknen.











At the same time there's Nike Run. Same venue Bkt Bintang area but different route I think. And they started earlier. Tapi lagi ramai join Nike run. And those who joined Fun Run adalah saki baki dari org2 yg tak sempat register utk Nike run kot.hehehe.

Rupanya Ina dgn Abu join Nike run. padan laaaa aku cari-cari tak jumpa. Miscommunication.



Overall I improved my running compared to Putrajaya marathon & IBM run last time.Kali ni lebih byk berlari dpd berjalan. Yehaaaa!

Aku Bukan Billy Miligan by Norhayati Berahim




I just finished reading this. Goshhh, one of the best Malay novel I've ever read. But still took me almost 2 months to finish it due to my lots of activities. Mana nak bahagikan masa keje lagi, tgk tv, dvd, kemas umah, baca magazine, merayap, lari kat Kiara Park.

Watak Adam dlm novel ni mcm dia mmg betul2 wujud je.hahahaha..menyampah betul! rasa nak lempang2 je kalau jumpa. And Laura will make u feel like soooo wana be her. damn down to earth. It's about Adam yg berusaha keras to become not only rich but filthy rich because he's sick n tired of people looking down on him since child. Dia ni asal nya anak org susah. And she met Laura, anak si pembuat belacan yg walaupun org susah but she really knows how to enjoy life and appreciates whatever God has given to her. Adam is very impressed and knowing Laura slowly change his personality and thought of life. The best part is how Adam yg stern & takde perasaan tu selalu bergaduh dgn Laura because of different mentality. Kelakar sampai aku tersengih sorang2 kat umah. bleh?

Actually I didn't bought this. An office mate borrowed from kak cik and she wanted to return back through me. Abis da singgah kat tgn aku takkan tak baca kot? plus I just finished reading Please Forgive Me by Melissa Hill yg Nuar belikan before he went off to Turkmenistan hari tu (motif: supaya aku baca buku kat umah n tak kuar merayap.hehe).

Anyway, suka sgt Aku Bukan Billy Miligan ni. ntah la..cara penulisan Norhayati Berahim this time around mcm lain sikit. Selalunya kan cam melankolik sikit. Tapi yg ni cam agak gila2 jgk. Whatever it is kalau Adam tu mmg betul2 wujud mmg dah lama aku lempangkan aje sambil berkata "kenapa mengada sgt awk ni?"

We Love Tun....Tun Mahathir Musical Theater






This one is a must-post in my blog. Because it's my second time experiencing live theater and some more its TUN MAHATHIR MUSICAL THEATER. It shocked me a little bit when Nuar asked me "yang, nak tgk theater tak?" I was like 'errrr..since when?' Oooooo...rupanya Tun is his idol. N

3 and a half hours, there was never a boring moment well maybe because I heart Tun too plus a good script making 3 hours plus was nothing. Hey, I duduk belakang Sofea Jane tau!

I tell you Esma Danial can really imitate Tun's gesture except that he has more flesh and maybe shorter. Erra Fazira acting Tun Siti Hasmah...nice try. Zizan Nin as teenager Tun not bad as well.

The last scene left the most impact on me. I cried...and according to Nuar a Chinese guy who was sitting beside him cried as well. Everybody loves Tun. It was a flashback VT of Tun announcing his resignation. Sedihnya...suasana senyap sunyi tiba2 dalam panggung kerana semua org sedang menghayati.sob sob..

Next week a few friends and kak cik will be watching. Let's wait for their review pulak.

p/s: my first theater experience was Fame The Musical.

If U Ask Me How aM i FeELing Today?

Broken hearted...we both know..so lets just keep it to ourselves.

What could be worse?

Hi everyone...wanna hear a bad news? as for me, I dont have an option, wanna hear or not, I still have to right? :P

He's not coming back as planned. visa extend sampai 15th Aug. Saya sudah tidak tau ekspresi wajah apa yg harus ditunjukkan buat masa ini. I've lost my word. sighhh...

I'm not sure if I can survive this. Congratulations to Adiepot. obviously her scenario is more difficult than me. but that's Adiepot, once a survivor, always a survivor.

Wish me luck y'all

3635.38 miLeS aWay

In another 2 weeks (more or less) he'll come back from Turkmenistan. I CAN'T WAIT. He's been very busy this whole week and tak sempat balas email. tak bukak pun kot? sob sob..and for the first time in his travelling record, he didn't email and call me for 7 days aka 1 week straight till last nite. We were disconnected for 7 days?? 7 f****n days??!!! takpe lah.demi sesuap nasi like he said (memandangkan sesuap nasi itu adalah juga termasuk aku punya..ngeeee)



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David Teo, Ahmad Idham & Finas

The below is very very surprising...Saya pon tak bersetuju...

Pelantikan Ahmad Idham & David Teo Sebagai Ahli Lembaga Pengarah Finas Dibantah

Oleh NIEZAM ABDULLAH

Dari kiri; Norman Abdul Halim, Ahmad Puad Onah, M.Daud dah Shuhaimi Baba dalam sidang media mempertikaikan perlantikan Ahmad Idham dan David Teo sebagai Ahli Lembaga Pengarah Finas. Sidang media diadakan di PWTC, Selasa.

KUALA LUMPUR: Pelantikan dua individu yang masih aktif dalam bidang seni iaitu pengarah Ahmad Idham dan produser filem David Teo sebagai ahli Lembaga Pengarah, Perbadanan Kemajuan Filem Nasional (Finas) dilihat tidak adil dan bertentangan dengan Akta Finas.

Presiden Persatuan Penerbit Filem Malaysia (PFM), Ahmad Puad Onah berkata pelantikan itu adalah satu diskriminasi terhadap penggiat filem kerana dua individu terbabit dilihat boleh menggunakan kedudukankan mereka untuk kepentingan peribadi.

Dalam satu sidang media tergempar di sebuah restoran di Pusat Dagangan Dunia Putra (PWTC) di sini Selasa, Ahmad Puad berkata, pelantikan itu tidak wajar dan menyalahi peraturan yang diguna pakai sebelum ini.

“Kami tidak bersetuju dengan pelantikan itu kerana kami percaya akan wujud “unfair advantage” (ketidakadilan) daripada ahli lembaga pengarah Finas sekiranya pelantikan itu di kalangan penggiat seni yang masih aktif,” katanya.

Turut hadir pada sidang media itu Timbalan Presiden PFM, Datin Paduka Shuhaimi Baba, Setiausaha PFM, Norman Abdul Halim, Timbalan Presdien Gafim, Datuk M.Daud Wahid dan Presiden Persatuan Pekerja Filem Profesional Malaysia, Khir Mohd. Noor.

Selain Ahmad Idham, penerbit filem David Teo juga antara penggiat seni yang masih aktif dilantik sebagai ahli lembaga pengarah perbadanan itu.

Kontrak Ahmad Idham untuk jawatan tersebut yang sepatutnya tamat pada 1 Julai lalu disambung semula untuk setahun lagi.

Sidang media itu dilakukan apabila timbul ura-ura kononnya Ahmad Idham akan menerajui Finas sebagai Ketua Pengarah selepas penyandangnya Mohd. Mahyidin Mustakim akan tamat kontrak pada Ogos ini.

Kata Ahmad Puad, PFM menerima bantahan daripada ahli-ahli yang tidak bersetuju dengan pelantikan dua individu tersebut bukan atas sebab-sebab peribadi sebaliknya atas kepentingan bersama.

Sehubungan itu persatuannya telah menghantar memorandum bantahan bertarikh 14 April 2010 kepada menteri berkenaan, Datuk Seri Dr. Rais Yatim yang tidak bersetuju dengan keputusan tersebut.

Dalam memorandum itu turut dinyatakan lima sebab pelantikan Ahmad Idham dan David di bantah kerana mereka dilihat akan mempunyai konflik kepentingan, menyekat peluang penerbit filem lain mendapatkan dana, tidak produktif kepada industri, tidak beretika dan perkara-perkara lain.

Bagaimanapun katanya sehingga hari ini PFM tidak mendapat maklum balas dan alasan daripada pihak menteri kenapa pelantikan kedua mereka adalah wajar.

Katanya, mengikut perlembagaan Finas sendiri, ahli lembaga pengarah hendaklah dilantik di kalangan individu tertentu termasuklah mereka yang tidak lagi bergiat aktif dalam bidang perfileman.

“Sekiranya David dan Ahmad Idham berada dalam Finas sebagai individu yang mempunyai kuasa, sama ada mereka bersetuju atau tidak dalam setiap keputusan yang dibuat akan dilihat seperti mempunyai kepentingan.

“Sekiranya mereka terima sesuatu keputusan dalam mesyuarat yang dibuat, ia seolah-olah tidak adil kerana mereka adalah penggiat filem. Jika mereka menerima atau menolak sesuatu usul yang dibangkitkan dalam mesyuarat ia akan menimbul macam-macam persepsi. Ini tidak wajar,” katanya.

Atas dasar itu jelas Ahmad Puad, pelantikan berkenaan hendaklah dikaji semula untuk membolehkan industri perfileman boleh berkembang secara sihat.

Katanya, selama memegang jawatan dalam perbadanan itu, kedua-dua mereka gagal memberi sumbangan yang baik terhadap industri filem sebaliknya mementingkan produk mereka sendiri.

Ahmad Idham juga ujar Ahmad Puad turut menggunakan kedudukannya untuk membuat pinjaman dua buah filem arahannya selain banyak poster-poster filem terbitan Metrowealth ditampal di dalam pejabat Finas.

Sementara itu Norman pula berkata, dengan ura-ura kononnya Ahmad Idham akan dilantik sebagai Ketua Pengarah Finas, ia menambahkan lagi rasa kurang senang ahli terhadap keputusan itu.

Dengan cara menyindir Norman berkata, jika Idham dilantik ke jawatan itu, pihak berkenaan juga boleh melantik David Teo sebagai Pengerusi agensi tersebut.

“”Kalau macam tu biar Finas jadi syarikat Finas Sdn. Bhd. sahaja, lagi senang,” luahnya dengan rasa kecewa.

Sementara itu Ahmad Idham seperti yang dilaporkan Berita Harian, Selasa menafikan pelantikannya sebagai Ketua Pengarah Finas sebaliknya mengaku menerima surat lanjutan kontraknya sebagai ahli lembaga pengarah perbadanan itu untuk penggal kedua berkuat kuasa 1 Julai lalu.

My 4 Storey Cat Cage Sold

2 days back I posted in Mudah selling my 4 storey cat cage since Im moving out end of the month and will give up my cats to my mum and a fren. Don't ask me why..I'd rather not to think about it anymore. Only God knows how sad and pathetic my life will be.

Anyway, back to selling cage story, tak sampai pun sejam I posted in Mudah I received tons of sms and phone calls until I myself got confused to whom to sell. Finally decided to sell only if the person agree to come and collect in Subang. Sold at RM180. Actually,I posted RM200 in Mudah but duno how became so generous.Hehe..manyak untung wooooor siapa yg beli tu because I bought it for RM350 pastu pakai tak sampai setahun pun.

 

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