BUKUHITAMKECILKU: 2011

Hey, I'm engaged!

.....and for quite some time too...and I'm liking it : )

Sorry blogspot for not updating here. I'm pretty sure you've heard about this from someone, somewhere. ceh, mcm la femes sgt : P

And now, another 1 and 1/2 months to go. Betul lah kata org nak kawen ni mcm2 dugaan. Tapi so far alhamdulillah we pull through. Semua kerana, Mr Fiance seorang yg sgt sgt sgt penyabar. and it's good that dia mcm blur2 sikit so kadang2 bila ku mengamuk dia cam x brape faham sgt. hahaha

As for now....veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery busy!

Doggie Got Style

Tgk ni..bukan Ki Moira je yg tau gila kasut..anjing pun dah pandai pakai kasut. Cuma mungkin dia tak sebrand conscious Ki Moira. kalau tak masak tuan dia kena beli Christian Louboutin 2 pasang sekali pakai.

The Moment I Said Yes

Pada hari anda berkata 'yes, let's do this' kepada pasangan anda, maka hari itu lah yg paling bermakna sebenarnya kerana itulah titik permulaan kepada dunia baru anda. Malah hari itu lebih bermakna dari the big day itself.

Knowing I will most likely to forget this within 10 years or maybe less (due to my long term memory loss illness), ku catit kan di sini. Supaya esok2 bila bergaduh, boleh baca balik dan ingat kembali momen-momen yg manis begini. Bak kata Ana Raffali, Tolong Ingatkan Aku.

Ada org kata, masa ni lah we will almost get to know the true colors of our partner. I said almost because the rest of it we will find out after the big day later. Agak gerun di situ....

But I would really hope to remember this for the rest of my life...nothing sentimental. But the look on his face...susah nya nak describe. No, he did not say 'thank you syg' or hug me or whatever. He just hold my hand and smile all the way. Dan senyuman itu masih lagi ada hingga hari ini (malah lebih lebar lagi). But exactly like all those love stories I used to read and watch. And eh..the sparkling2 and shining2 eyes does exist! Makes me feel like I've given him something super expensive or something that can cost a life. Macam laaa...but hey, the decision I made really cost me my life and my future what isn't it?

Moral of the story, never say yes too soon. Hold it for sometime baru la ada thrill sikit. Hahaha...giler!

Trust is Not a Mutual Understanding

Everyday, I keep asking myself..can we actually force ourself to trust a person? Some people say, as soon as the trust breaks, the relationship breaks. But not in 'this' case. The trust breaks, but the relationship survives. Strange ey?

You keep convincing her the relationship will work.
Keep asking her to build the trust.
But when she was nicely building it, look what the trust has done to her?
Stupid trust.
And then you told her to try regain the trust.
She tried.
And again, look what the trust has done to her?
And now what? Telling her to reconstruct the trust is it?

The girl just couldn't be bothered anymore. Everything will go as planned.
But the trust doesn't have to come back.

Tolong Ingatkan Aku...From My Understanding

Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat

* Jangan lafazkan kata-kata seperti 'nak putus, nak break, nak clash'. asal marah je nak putus..asal marah je nak putus. cliche..(this is so me okeh..pffttt)

Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi

* Biarkan la kemarahan tu reda sendiri je nanti. senyap senyap sudah kalau gaduh.

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa

* okeh, yg ni tak paham. nanti suruh Nuar tanya kat Ana. maybe - tolong ingatkan aku yg kau dah habiskan byk masa untuk aku : P

Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima

* marilah lupakan benda benda yg lepas tu. mana mana yg terhutang makan minum tu halalkan saja lah. buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih.

Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari

* nanti lama-lama hilang lah marah tu. from time to time we will definitely forget it (if it's not too bad la...)

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa

* sama seperti di atas

Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

* tak ingat ke? masa bahagia, masa gembira dia selalu ada dgn kita setiap masa. his/her presence makes your life more meaningful

Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa

Aku lupa

* bila tgh marah biasa la..tak ingat dah saat-saat gembira dulu. perasaan marah buat kita lupa segala-galanya.

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa

* bila aku marah or bila kita bergaduh tolong ingatkan aku masa-masa kita berkasih sayang dulu

Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

* yg ni sudah self-explained. kita selalu teringat kat dia and during that moment everything seems to be very beautiful.

Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa

* tolong ingatkan aku ye lain kali masa aku tgh marah-marah tu

Anugerah Juara Lagu 2010 - Tahniah Ana Raffali!

Marah Yg Tiada Kesudahannya

What kind of feeling is this?

Kejap rasa mcm nak baik-baik..kejap rasa cam xnak berbaik2 sampai bila-bila.

Bila tak jumpa rasa mcm nak jumpa.bila dah jumpa menyampah pula. ewaah, mcm pantun.

Cuba tunggu lagi seminggu..mungkin marah akan reda.

Dia cuba-cuba nak add ku di FB balik. Tidak. Mesti bagi dia pengajaran berguna. Well at least for few months. Dia mmg pantang kalau ku buang in relationship status dalam FB. Kali ni ku kasi dia package. Buang dgn dia-dia sekali : D

Moral of the story: next time berterus-teranglah walaupun ia pahit.

Ku nak pow dia perfume Miracle by Lancome jap lagi. aaaahh, mungkin Bvlgari kerana Bvlgari lebih mahal. Tengok lah...

Bz sangat

Hoi apa dah jadi dgn blog ini? Tak mengapa...

1.1.2011, 12.27am...our first male generation in family (after my father). Introducing Zane Dimar. They waited for more than 3 years. Zane...you will be loved.